As per normal for me, I totally lost this blog for awhile.  Let it just sit with no action!  What is wrong with me???

Well here is the deal.... I have started the process to have gastric bypass.  I have thought about this for years.  Now I have decided to do it.  I keep thinking about telling everyone I know, but I can't.  I think they will judge me.  I just don't want that.  I have told some family but that is it for now.... so that is my update for now.  More to come.